Staying at my best friend's house, she was spotted by her gangster uncle

Chapter 393: Time goes back...

Tong Xin put his clothes on the seat next to him, he sat down and watched his sister sit down as well.

"Order your favorite lotus root slices, and this konjac."

He knows her best, this is the visual feeling of being a family.

Of course, childhood also remembers all his preferences, including his favorite cuttlefish balls.

There was no need for politeness or pleasantries between them, they just went with the flow.

"I want juice."

"Ah."

After Tong Xin ordered the dishes, she looked at her sister:

"Do you want it spicy?"

"Yeah, the hottest."

She liked to eat the spiciest food when she was a child, but Lu Tingshen never let her eat it.

She has a bad stomach and it hurts whenever she isn't careful, so she can't enjoy a spicy meal.

Tong Xin knows her taste:

"I thought you couldn't handle spicy food."

His voice was a little indifferent, and there were some questions he hadn't asked yet.

For example, regarding Lu Tingshen, and for example, between them...

Childhood responded lightly, and then his eyes flickered.

She asked anxiously:

"Are you...are you all okay?"

Tong Xin understood that the "you guys" she was talking about were her parents.

Over the years, my parents have grown old and are no longer the same as before.

Ever since Xia Qian married into their family, her parents seemed like different people.

Maybe I'm really old, and I'm regretting everything I should and shouldn't have done little by little.

Tong's mother was very nice to Xia Qian. They didn't live together, but they would go back to have dinner every week.

On the one hand, it is to visit parents, and on the other hand, it is a family reunion.

Xia Qian is pregnant now and is due to give birth next month, but she still insists on going to work, of course, voluntarily.

In order to prepare the quilt and clothes for the baby when he is born, Tong's mother also bought a gold bracelet in advance.

The whole family is looking forward to the birth of this little baby and has high hopes for him.

"My parents are doing well. They are still working in the same place."

Do you still have to go to work at your age?

If they hadn't squandered all the money Lu Tingshen gave them, they wouldn't be in such a mess now.

My heart is a little sad from my childhood. I always feel inexplicably uncomfortable when I think of the last time I saw them staggering.

They are guilty, but not guilty of capital crimes.

The reason why she has always been afraid to see Tong Xin is actually because she is afraid of this moment and she will not be able to face it calmly.

It's been so long, but the pain is still there.

It's like a wound that hasn't healed, how can it stop hurting?

"They... forget it."

In fact, she wanted to ask if they had ever mentioned her, even once.

But when the words came to his lips, he choked back.

Is there any difference between "mentioned her" and "never thought about her"?

Of course, there are no cruel children in the world.

Tongxin paused for a moment. He could understand how she felt at the moment. He couldn't easily express those insincere words of comfort.

"Sister, do you... still hate them?"

From not understanding at the beginning to empathy now, it is really a manifestation after the pain.

Hate?

Childhood's eyes were red, but she tried her best to restrain herself. The pot in front of her was boiling, and the mist covered her sadness.

Hate?

She had asked herself this question more than once, and at the moment when she was on the verge of suffocation, she didn't seem to hate him so much.

She even thought about seeing them at the last moment.

The grace of raising a child could never be repaid, this is the feeling she had after becoming a mother.

Hate?

If I say I don't hate it, it seems like I haven't let it go either.

It was like a knot that tightly entangled them and they couldn't untie it or break free.

Tong Xin looked into her eyes and knew what she was feeling as she was choking with sobs.

She was alone, facing everyone alone, so how could she let go of her hatred so easily?

"No more hatred."

Tongnian said those three words in a casual manner, as if she had been pardoned, and she and they were all acquitted.

Tong Xin put the meat in the pot, and then added her favorite lotus root slices and konjac.

He was such a jerk before, now he wants to atone for his sins:

"Then do you still hate me?"

Tongnian looked up at him, and it seemed as if she had never hated him from beginning to end.

The word "hate" actually carries pain.

She didn't want to hate anyone, including herself.

"I never hated you."

When my sister said that, my childish eyes instantly became wet.

He had said such hurtful words to her back then, making her sad and upset. He, like his parents, was unforgivable.

The mist also covered his sadness, and he pretended to be relaxed and said:

"I was quite an asshole back then. I have always regretted it and I have never been ashamed to see you."

This is the truth, just like in her childhood, she still doesn't dare to see him.

They are like people who expose each other's scars, and no one wants to laugh at anyone else.

She knew that he must be very sad because he was not a bad person by nature.

At that time, the whole world was about to abandon him, and only childhood believed that he was kind and just did something wrong.

So, why did she hate him?

"Actually, I was also wrong. I shouldn't have interfered in your affairs."

Later, she reflected on it and realized that if it weren't for her involvement, Lu Tingshen would not have taken back everything that originally belonged to him.

After all, it was she who caused him to have nothing.

"No, you are right. I failed her and I should be punished."

The punishment was too severe, and Childhood was somewhat moved.

Fortunately, everything is over, and now he looks very successful. She has always hoped that he would stay on the right path and not go astray.

This is the result that children want to see most, so good things will definitely come, it’s just a matter of time.

"How are you and Xia Qian doing?"

It's a bit heavy, and childhood changes the subject.

When talking about Xia Qian, Tong Xin looked very happy:

"She's pregnant and due next month."

I remember that little girl from my childhood. She was cheerful, lively and likable.

"You're going to be a dad."

Time flies so fast. In the blink of an eye, the little boy following behind me is about to become a father.

It was a little hard for him to accept it in his childhood, but there was nothing he could do as he was almost 30 years old, so he had to accept it whether he wanted to or not.

Of course, this is just an emotion.

I feel that everything in the world cannot be arranged by humans, and time waits for no one.

"Well, you're going to be an aunt too."

I felt a little happy in my childhood, as if I was mentally prepared.

Tong Xin picked up a piece of meat and put it in her bowl:

"Sister, it's ready, you can eat now."

Since he was a child, she has always picked up food for him and given him the first bite of anything.

Now the other way around, it’s really a bit hard to accept.

But this is what has changed between them.

Tong Xin looked at her and smiled, and there were many things hidden in her smile.

Including the heartache for her, the guilt towards her, and the love for her.

Childhood picked it up and put it in her mouth, and her tears fell.

She was moved and excited, and her hands were shaking.

Tong Xin saw the tears on the table and lowered his head pretending not to see them, because tears were also flowing from his eyes at this time.

If he could go back in time, he would never tell anyone about his background.

The words "she is not his biological sister" must never be said.

But, time cannot go back...