latelenovela Chapter 156 Crying
Chapter 156 Crying
Sayu's mother used to be very proud.
She was proud of her looks, proud of her figure, proud that the chairman of Ogiwara Foods would also be enamored with her looks, and proud that they had an outstanding son.
Later I realized that the other person only loved her for her appearance. For that person, when she is no longer young and beautiful, he will give up and fall in love with someone younger and prettier than her.
Sayu's mother was also very naive. She naively believed that a few years of getting along would make the other person fall in love with her, and even after knowing that she was pregnant with the other person's second child, she insisted on giving birth to her, hoping that the other person would change his mind.
However, they still divorced. The only thing they could be thankful for was that the other party valued Ogiwara Issa, their son.
As for the second child, whether it is a boy or a girl, tall or short, fat or thin, it is all irrelevant in his eyes.
Sayu's mother's pride was ruthlessly crushed. After being abandoned, the criticism from her colleagues made her completely give up on work, and the gossip from her neighbors made her almost afraid to leave the house.
The greater the pride you had at the beginning, the greater the gap that will arise.
If it had only come to this, she would still be a woman worthy of pity.
However, she has a more pitiful daughter, Sayu.
Sayu's facial features are almost identical to her mother's, and you can tell at first glance that she is her child.
The more this happened, the more it reminded her of her former naive self and the happiness that she had tried so hard to retain but had lost forever.
So she took all her anger out on Sayu for no reason. It made no sense. If she really had to give a reason, it might be because her son Issa looked more like that man, and she loved him more. And Sayu looked like her, and she hated herself, but she refused to admit it, so she took her anger out on Sayu.
As Sayu grows up, the relationship between mother and daughter becomes increasingly cold because Sayu becomes more and more like her.
Especially when she herself was getting older and her youth was fading, while Sayu was becoming more and more youthful and beautiful, her hatred grew stronger.
"Don't think that people will like you just because you are pretty!"
I don't know if he was talking about Sayu or herself.
No one pointed it out to her. Her son took care of her, Sayu tolerated her, and she hid at home and could not hear what others said.
Until Jiujiu appeared and ruthlessly shattered her last bit of dignity.
"Are you still living in the past? I just want to ask you, what did Sayu do wrong? Who insisted on giving birth to her? What did Sayu do wrong to make you hate her so much? She has always treated you as a mother, have you ever treated her as a daughter?"
Yuujiu is still attacking, and in order to stimulate the other party, he rarely calls Sayu "Sayu", leaving no chance for Sayu's mother to refute.
"At first you treated Sayu as a tool to win back your husband, and later you treated Sayu as your younger self. You clearly hated yourself, but you didn't dare to vent your hatred on yourself and only dared to vent it on Sayu? Selfish, ugly, I can give you a lot of words. Your only purpose in this life is to give birth to Sayu. But in my opinion, you don't deserve to be Sayu's mother. You don't even deserve to be alive. You died on the day your husband abandoned you. Now you are just a walking corpse, emitting your extremely dirty stench."
Youjiu could have been more harsh, but the other party was Sayu's mother.
"You—die—at—me—" Heyou's mother lost her mind and rushed towards Youjiu in rage.
Snapped--
The story repeats itself.
"Calm down. Also, I will take Sayu away tonight. If you only treat your son as a child, then rely on him and don't take it out on my Xiaoyou." Youjiu resumed addressing her, which also meant returning to the identity of Sayu's lover. "Xiaoyou is kind and willing to accommodate you, but I won't. In my opinion, there is no need to stay in this family. If she hates me for the rest of her life because of this, I am willing to do so. Moreover, I will not blame an innocent girl for my own mistakes and hurt her heart over and over again."
After Youjiu finished speaking, he turned around and went upstairs to find Sayu.
Halfway through the walk, he stepped back and left through the main gate.
A balcony would be more suitable.
After Youjiu left, Sayu's mother still covered her burning face.
The blow just now caused blood to come out of her mouth, but it was not from the wound caused by the fan, but from the lip she had bitten before.
It seems that there is still a mouthful of blood.
Her dignity was shattered, her heart was exposed, and she was in a state of being unable to think. Just as Jiujiu said, she was like a walking corpse.
"Don't be ashamed of yourself like your mother"
This sentence suddenly occurred to Sayu's mother.
Did she say that? When?
Impossible, if so, why would she hate Sayu so much?
[It is not whitewashed, it is the useless regret of the abuser, and the character's psychology must be explained]
She didn't call her son, nor did she think of going upstairs to look for her daughter or chasing after Youjiu. She just sat on the ground with her face covered, in a daze.
In fact, if she went upstairs, they could see it together.
Youyou climbed onto the balcony and saw Sayu lying on the bed, sobbing.
She didn't change her clothes, and she should have heard the conversation between her and her mother. When Youjiu went upstairs, she heard a burst of anxious footsteps.
"I'm sorry, Xiaoyou." Youjiu stood in front of the French window, "I couldn't help it."
Not forgiving her mother does not conflict with being sorry to Sayu.
"Uuuuuu——"
Sayu was still crying. Not because her mother was scolded or beaten, but because she felt ashamed and sad for not knowing what to do.
At the corner of the stairs, I heard a long scolding and a slap. After a brief moment of worry, I actually felt... a hint of excitement?
Sayu was ashamed of herself for having such an emotion, as she had endured for so long and dared not express the excitement of finally getting her revenge.
In the future, she experienced even deeper despair and wandered alone to Tokyo. She had already given up hope on her mother and only retained a tiny spark of hope that her love could be rekindled.
However, her feelings were completely extinguished after they met, so she accepted it quickly and had already let go of her family.
At this time, she was still a simple and kind girl who had more expectations and fears of her mother and needed more time to accept it.
Youjiu was in no hurry. He opened the French window and walked into Sayu's bedroom.
Sayu's tears are sad raindrops, and he can come in and provide shelter for Sayu.
Sayu hasn't locked the windows since Wednesday, except before going to bed.
Yuuyou sat down beside the bed, reached out, and stroked Sayu's hair forcefully and gently.
"There's no need to please someone who doesn't deserve it. She's your mother, but you've already paid for everything you've suffered over the years. There's someone who deserves your love, and that person happens to love you very much. Let me introduce myself. It's me."
“Wuwuwu…wuwuwu…wuwuwu…wa—Yu-san—”
Sayu found someone to support herself, and her sobs turned into loud tears. She hugged Yuyou's waist and cried loudly on his thighs.
This is the grievance that has been building up for more than a decade, the disappointment towards my mother, and the shame towards myself.
Someone loves her, someone loves her, she is not someone who is not worthy of being loved, she is not wrong, she is not wrong.
"Come with me after you finish crying." Youjiu let Sayu's tears wet his pants, "Xiaoyou, as long as you are with me, there is nothing to be afraid of."
But he is her Dayou.