latelenovela Chapter 916 The feeling of gaining and losing again is so painful
Chapter 916 The feeling of gaining and losing again is so painful
Tina put her hands on the glass, her face already stained with tears.
"Grandpa, is there really nothing that Grandma Ye can do?"
"If we do this, if Xiaoxue knows the truth in the future, will she blame us for not letting them see each other for the last time..."
Peter's eyes were red, and he looked at the thin figure through the glass dreamily.
"Why don't I want to save her..."
Nobody knows.
Peter loves Ye Wanyi deeply.
When he first saw this oriental woman at an art exhibition, he was deeply fascinated by the melancholy and light aura about her.
But she knew that the other person would never fall in love with him.
and so……
decades.
He carefully hid his love and waited silently by her side as a good friend.
She laughs and so does he.
When she cried, he stayed with her quietly.
Ye Xueming flew to China several times. On the surface, she wanted to see the place where her biological mother, He Lianmin, was born and grew up. But Peter knew the actual purpose.
He also quietly helped her cover up in front of Ye Wanyi...
He knew everything Ye Xueming did.
Although this completely goes against his perseverance and belief.
But he didn't want to stop it at all.
Because he also wanted to punish those who had made Ye Wanyi suffer for most of his life.
How could they still live well after they hurt her?
Since God will not take action, let the little girl be the hand of God.
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Peter and Tina were so focused on Ye Wanyi in the sterile room that they had no idea that their low conversation was all heard by Ye Xueming, who should have been asleep at this time.
Ye Xueming hid in the shadow around the corner, biting her lower lip, her beautiful little face covered with tears of despair.
As soon as she drank the glass of milk that Tina brought to her just now, she noticed something strange.
Are there sleeping pills in the milk? !
no way.
Who told her to eat medicine as food from the moment she was born?
The sensitivity to the smell of medicine is much higher than that of ordinary people.
But Ye Xueming didn't show anything strange at that time and drank the whole glass of milk calmly.
That bit of sleeping pills didn't do much for her.
She also knew that Tina would not harm her.
He just kindly wanted her to sleep a little deeper.
After Tina left the room, Ye Xueming followed quietly.
She really didn't trust her grandma. As long as she didn't look at her, she felt extremely empty.
However, she didn't expect that grandma would actually want to hide it from her... to change the situation?
What she wants is a real grandma with flesh and blood and warmth. What can a cold artificial person do?
If necessary, she can create countless virtual data characters.
But those are not grandma.
The tears fell more violently.
Ye Xueming felt that she had shed more tears in the past month than in the past ten years combined.
Once upon a time, every time her mother Helianmin failed to escape with her, even when she was beaten to pieces, she would firmly tell her:
"Xiaoxue, don't cry."
"Crying is the most useless thing. It can't solve any problems."
"As long as people are alive, there is still hope...if there is hope, life has meaning..."
When she was seven years old, her mother died, beaten to death in front of her.
She felt that hope was gone.
But she didn't cry at that time, and she didn't want to die, because the damn person wasn't dead yet.
She had to live to take revenge.
She wrote down everyone who bullied her mother and daughter, and finally watched them go to hell one by one.
After that, she completely closed herself off and didn't talk to anyone.
Because she couldn't find the meaning of life that her mother said.
This world is dirty and disgusting, what’s the point of living?
Later, I had my grandma.
Grandma was the gentlest, kindest, and holiest person she had ever met.
There was hope in her heart again.
That is to work hard to become what grandma likes.
But now, the only grandma in the world who loves her deeply is leaving her.
Hope was dashed again.
But this time was different from seeing her mother beaten to death. This time, no matter what, she couldn't hold back the excess water in her body.
As if they were disobedient, they rushed to the eye sockets and turned into salty liquids, scrambling to roll out.
Ye Xueming felt as if a huge crack had been torn open in her body.
The cold wind carrying the wind blade roared through the opening.
Every inch of skin, every inch of muscle and bone, and every drop of blood on her body felt like tearing pain.
The ray of warm sunshine that originally illuminated her dark world gradually dimmed...cooled...
Because Ye Xueming knew that once her grandma left, she would really have no relatives in this world from now on.
There is no one who will love her unreservedly, protect her, and tolerate her regardless of the reason...
If she hadn't gotten it, she might still be able to live like a zombie before.
But this feeling of gaining and losing is too painful.
She was so painful that she wanted to leave with her grandma at all costs.
The pain in her heart was too deep, even more unbearable than the various physical pains she had experienced since childhood...
Ye Xueming covered her heart and cried silently.
The teacher at the orphanage once said that she was a heartless person who seemed to be living in another desolate world.
She also thought she had no heart.
But if she doesn't have a heart, why is her heart so uncomfortable now...
Like a heartache.
Deep into the bone marrow.
An uncontrollable moan in her throat brought Tina back to her senses outside the sterile room, "Who is there?"
Ye Xueming raised her hand to wipe away her tears and left quickly.
Tina walked over and took a look, frowned and said, "It's strange, I obviously heard the sound."
……
Ye Xueming returned to the room.
Leaning behind the door, his body gradually slid down until he shrank into a small ball.
She bit her arm tightly to prevent herself from making any sound.
But in the blurred tearful eyes, she seemed to see her grandma walking towards her against the light.
"Xiaoxue, my baby! Don't be sad, don't feel uncomfortable..."
"Birth, old age, sickness and death are human nature, just like the grass in the field. They wither and flourish every year, but they will reappear every spring."
"Grandma will not leave, she will just stay with you in another way."
"Grandma hasn't seen us, Xiaoxue, grow up, fall in love, start a family, and have children. How could she be willing to leave..."
"Grandma will always be by your side..."
Ye Xueming made a whining sound in her throat.
Like a desperate little beast trapped in a trap.
"You lied, you lied to me...you were obviously going to leave me alone..."
"You still want to make a fake one to deceive me..."
"You are a liar...I hate you...I don't like you anymore..."
"Uuuuuuuu, I will never like anyone again..."
The people at the orphanage were right, she was a little monster and a lunatic.
No one would like or love someone like her.
Now, she can't even keep the only person who loves her...
"Uuuuuuuuuuu, don't leave, I don't want you to go... What will I do if you leave?"
She didn't want to become a little monster or a madman anymore.
She felt like a normal person when she was around her grandma.
"Xiaoxue...my Xiaoxue...you are still so young, how could grandma be willing to leave you..."
"Xiaoxue, I'm sorry...grandma loves you...loves you very much..."