latelenovela Chapter 333 The rest of life is too long, people’s hearts are easily changed
Chapter 333 The rest of life is too long, people’s hearts are easily changed
Emotions can be suppressed, but the body's reactions cannot be deceived.
If it was really an ordinary partner whose life or death was unknown, she would be worried, anxious, and would send people to look for him, but she would never be so sad that she fainted.
Even when she woke up, she felt like she was dreaming.
Shen Qionghua's emotions were originally noticed more clearly by others.
When did it start?
Shen Qionghua didn't know either.
Anyway, when she realized it, Xie Nanyuan had already confessed his feelings to her.
At that time, she found that Xie Nanyuan had sneaked into her boudoir like a playboy, so she wanted to teach Xie Nanyuan a lesson.
So she bought some drugs from Pei Liangchuan, played a trick on Xie Nanyuan, and ordered him not to enter her bedroom.
After that, I hid from him for a long time.
Xie Nanyuan said that she had done something wrong and was trying to avoid him.
This is indeed the case, but it is more of a cover-up for one's panic.
After her rebirth, she has always maintained a cautious attitude, fearing that if she makes a wrong move, she will end up following in the same fate as in her previous life.
So after teasing Xie Nanyuan, while she was feeling happy, she also realized something very serious.
Although she and Xie Nanyuan have a cooperative relationship, Xie Nanyuan is the main person and she is the auxiliary person.
Because of his status, Xie Nanyuan has a natural advantage in this partnership.
Even if she had her own pride and didn't flatter Xie Nanyuan, she shouldn't have been so bold as to drug Xie Nanyuan, tie him up with ropes, and even let a prostitute tease him, as she did that night.
This is definitely not something she should do.
Even though she was angry that Xie Nanyuan broke into her boudoir without her permission, her status would not allow her to do such a bold thing.
Being able to do such a thing means that she no longer regards Xie Nanyuan as a prince, or even as an ordinary partner.
When she thought of this, she broke out in a cold sweat.
Although Xie Nanyuan confessed his feelings to her, Shen Qionghua did not think that the two of them would have a future.
Even if there is, it will not be a good result.
She believed in Xie Nanyuan's character, otherwise she would not have sought cooperation with him, and she also believed that Xie Nanyuan's words that he loved her were sincere.
But her past memories and painful experiences told her that their statuses were too different and they were not a good match.
Even if she was canonized as the Princess of Jialin County, her status was not worthy of his.
What's more, his future is not just to be a prince, he may very likely be an emperor above everyone else.
That would be even more incompatible.
Xie Nanyuan likes her, but how long can this liking last?
The rest of life is too long and people’s hearts are changeable.
Now he can still use Xie Nanyuan's power to suppress Prince An and save the Shen family from the fate of being plotted against.
What about the future?
If Xie Nanyuan takes that position in the future, things will change.
The Shen family is too weak. Whose help can she rely on to escape from Xie Nanyuan?
You could say she was worrying too much or that she was afraid of ropes after being bitten once, but Shen Qionghua couldn't afford the gamble and wasn't willing to gamble.
If she loses the bet, who can guarantee that she can have another life?
Since you don't gamble.
Then you have to control your heart and retreat to a safe distance.
After Xie Nanyuan ascended the throne, she understood everything. The world was so big, and with wealth in her hands, where could she not go?
Why be confined to one place!
She avoided facing her own heart, but Xie Nanyuan pressed on step by step, not allowing herself to reject his approach.
I think matters of the heart are beyond our control. If feelings could be controlled by one's heart, there wouldn't be so many infatuated men and women.
Even if she told herself rationally to keep her distance.
But when I heard that he was going to the war, I was still confused.
This is different from everything else that has happened before.
She knew the development of the situation before and could naturally make arrangements.
But she really had no idea how to start a war, not to mention that Xie Nanyuan was taking over Prince An's hand.
Whether he can come back safely is unknown.
She was a little scared and worried, so when Xie Nanyuan came to the Shen Mansion before going to the battle and gave her a hug, she didn't push him away in the end.
I even kept convincing myself in my heart that this was just a hug between friends.
Just once, just this once.
When he returns safely, she will never hug him again.
Later, he stayed awake until dawn, and went up to the city wall with Xiyao to follow him into battle.
I shouted those words in a fit of rage.
When Xiyao teased him afterwards, he flatly denied it and tried hard to hide his feelings.
She kept a close eye on the movements of Prince An's party in the capital, reminded Xiyao to be careful of the study in the Duke of Zhenguo's Mansion, and asked Pei Liangchuan to buy food and send it to the border in an emergency. Was it really just for cooperation?
Maybe half of it is selfish.
She is good friends with Xiyao, so she doesn't want anything to happen to the Duke of Zhenguo's Mansion.
The Duke of Zhenguo holds military power and is Xie Nanyuan's backer, so she must protect the Duke of Zhenguo's Mansion and avoid the fate of destruction in the previous life.
What else?
She dared not admit it.
She knew how much the Duke of Zhenguo meant to Xie Nanyuan, so the Duke of Zhenguo must not die.
She was stubborn no matter whether she was talking to Xie Nanyuan or Luo Xiyao.
Cover your heart tightly.
But what's the use?
Now that Xie Nanyuan is in trouble, everything is exposed.
After this incident, even if Xie Nanyuan returned safely, her reason still told her that she should stay away from him.
But can her actions still follow her reason?
Shen Qionghua didn't know.
She really doesn't know.
She needs to think about it carefully.
She is so tired.
really tired.
Shen Qionghua slowly lay down.
After Shaoyao sent Luo Xiyao away, she lifted the curtain and came in to see Shen Qionghua lying down.
Shaoyao stepped forward with some concern and advised, "Miss, you haven't eaten for a whole day and night."
"I have asked the kitchen staff to prepare some porridge. Please have some and then rest."
Seeing that the person on the bed didn't respond, Shaoyao whispered, "Miss?"
After a long while, Shen Qionghua finally said, "I'll rest for a while. Call me to drink in an hour."
Now, she needs to think carefully about what path the Shen family should take.
Think about it, if Xie Nanyuan didn't send back any news, how would she deal with Prince An and his party?
How to save the Duke of Zhenguo's Mansion and the Shen family.
Seeing Shen Qionghua slowly closing her eyes, Shaoyao had no choice but to give up, pull the bed curtains together, and retreat.
Before lowering the door curtain, Shaoyao heard an almost inaudible sigh coming from the bed.