latelenovela Chapter 239 Shen Yan likes his little brother
Chapter 239 Shen Yan likes his little brother
He directly uses words like you don't remember.
Lu Xingchuan's trembling body was stiff, and his somewhat distracted eyes slowly focused on Song Chengmo's face.
Eyes facing each other.
Lu Xingchuan was still a little dazed.
Song Chengmo just felt that he looked familiar. He was silent for a moment and suddenly thought of last night.
This was how Lu Xingchuan looked when he went over to look for him.
Realizing something, Song Chengmo cursed silently: Fuck!
What did he do then!
His heart jerked twice as if it were cramping.
The pain made Song Chengmo feel a little breathless.
He didn't know how to comfort people, and didn't know how to help Lu Xingchuan ease the situation, so he just kissed him.
When their lips and teeth were entangled and they were pressed down on the bed, Lu Xingchuan's stiff body finally seemed to come back to life and he recovered a little.
Song Chengmo's lips and tongue were still tightly entangled, and the air in her lungs seemed to be sucked out, until the last bit...
Lu Xingchuan was breathing heavily.
Song Chengmo let go of him and kept a slight distance between them.
But their bodies were still pressed tightly together, and he stroked his thumb over the lips that he had just kissed hard, his eyes burning and dark.
"You don't remember anything from before, do you?"
he asked again.
This time, Lu Xingchuan regained consciousness.
He didn't know if he was afraid or what.
He raised his hand and hugged Song Chengmo's waist.
Song Chengmo was stunned.
He and Lu Xingchuan had done the most intimate things, and more than once.
But there has never been a moment when Lu Xingchuan took the initiative to hug him like this.
Before, I hugged him only when I was overwhelmed with emotion or when I couldn't hold on any longer...
As a result, Song Chengmo was so cautious at this moment that he didn't dare to move rashly, for fear of breaking the strange barrier at this moment and letting the hug disappear.
Lu Xingchuan hugged Song Chengmo's waist tightly.
It seems that only by hugging you tightly enough can you stop trembling.
His clothes had just been bitten by the horse, and he didn't know where the clothes Song Chengmo used to wrap him fell off.
The two of them pressed tightly together. Lu Xingchuan felt the heat from Song Chengmo's body, as if he was drawing energy from it. With a trembling voice, he said frankly, "I don't remember ever going to college."
There was moisture in the eyes, with tears.
He said: "Just like I don't remember why I like Xie Li, just like I don't understand why I hate Shen Yan so much, no matter what I have done, I can't find the reason..."
His voice was shaking badly.
Song Chengmo lived for nearly thirty years.
For the first time, I truly felt the word: heartache.
What a pain.
He, who was always aggressive in kissing, was also careful at this moment, and kissed Lu Xingchuan on the lips, and said soothingly: "Has your family...no one mentioned it to you?"
There was a pause.
Added, "Don't you have any college photos at home?"
Lu Xingchuan lay there, with red eyes and shaking his head.
"My dad doesn't come home very often, and my mom...after my mom got into a car accident, she rarely left her room and didn't talk to me very much."
As for the photos…
Lu Xingchuan had never thought specifically about college before.
It seemed that in the past few years, his mind was always filled with thoughts about Xie Li, how to hate Shen Yan, and how to torture Shen Yan.
Now that Song Chengmo brought it up, he thought about it carefully.
Whether it's where he lives or his parents' home, it seems that there are no photos of him in college.
"Remember what happened in high school?"
Lu Xingchuan was stunned for a moment, nodded, then shook his head and frowned in pain.
The expression on his face was visibly painful.
Tears flowed out from the corners of my eyes.
The panic of not being able to remember anything is like a person falling off a cliff, falling and falling.
It would be the same if he just fell to his death.
But he kept falling.
There is no ground for your feet to stand on, there is nothing beneath your feet, and you can't hold on to anything.
This made him panic, very panic.
"I don't remember everything. I... whenever I think about it, I get a headache. It hurts so much." Looking at Song Chengmo with tearful eyes, Lu Xingchuan showed his vulnerability without any defense.
"Then let's not think about it. We don't want to think about it." Song Chengmo felt very distressed.
There is only one word in my mind: broken.
He's really going to break.
His heart was broken and it ached.
"I'll go tell the people outside that you're not feeling well and won't be recording."
As if he was afraid that Song Chengmo would leave, Lu Xingchuan tightened his arms around his waist and shook his head, "No."
Song Chengmo loosened his arms a little and looked at him.
Lu Xingchuan said: "I want to record it. I...I want to remember it."
I don't remember anything, it's like being in darkness and can't see anything.
He wanted to get rid of it.
"Then I'll get you some clothes, put them on and we'll go out."
Lu Xingchuan held his waist and didn't let go. His slightly swollen mouth said something that made people lose their minds. He said, "Can you kiss me again?"
When that man named Xia Hui showed up just now, he felt so upset that he was about to explode.
When he tried hard to recall the past but couldn't remember anything, he was really scared to death.
But Song Chengmo kissed him so fiercely that his heart, which was walking on thin ice and full of scars, felt much more comfortable.
He looked at people with slightly moist eyes.
With a pitiful and fragile plea.
boom!
In a word.
Ignite Song Chengmo.
Not only did he kiss Lu Xingchuan, he also kissed him hard.
Not only did he kiss Lu Xingchuan hard.
And kissed... Lu Xingchuan hard.
As Lu Xingchuan gradually lost control, he asked, "Have you ever told these words to anyone else?"
Lu Xingchuan was trembling and weak from his kiss, his mind was blank, "No, I only told you."
……
"Damn, this horse is invincible. The last time I brought you guys here to play, Chuanzi picked it, and it bit Chuanzi's pants right away. It's been three years, and it's still biting!"
Xia Hui couldn't stop laughing. When he talked about the past and the present, his words were full of affection for his former roommate.
Shen Yan followed his words and tried to remember something, but to no avail.
But next to him was Pei Heng.
Pei Heng was right next to him.
He only needs to turn his head to see it, and he only needs to reach out his hand to hold it.
He had no qualms at all.
Although he clearly didn't remember anything, Shen Yan smiled and chatted, and even tried to get some information from them, "They don't know that Chuan'er and I are roommates."
Xia Hui looked at the people around him with some surprise.
Bai Jing was very familiar with people. She smiled when she met Xia Hui's gaze. "I really don't know. I only know that Shen Yan pursued Lu Xingchuan, and Lu Xingchuan rejected him. The two of them were fighting for three years! If it weren't for this show, I would still hate Shen Yan now!"
Xia Hui was shocked when he heard this, "Xiao Yan is pursuing Chuan Zi? Are you... serious?"
Bai Jing smiled and said, "Are you surprised?"
"Surprise, this is such a surprise, we all know that Xiao Yan likes his little brother."
Shen Yan looked at Xia Hui with his pupils almost trembling.
Who?
Who are you talking about?