latelenovela Chapter 148 Are you willing?
Chapter 148 Are you willing?
Pei Heng carried Shen Yan back to the house. After putting him on the bed, he decisively went to the bathroom to take a shower.
Of course I won’t leave!
Of course I have to hold Shen Yan and fall asleep together.
When Pei Heng came up to the wide bed, Shen Yan's brows were furrowed, his breathing was a little rapid, and he was sleeping very uneasily.
Pei Heng lay next to Shen Yan and raised his hand to pat him gently on the back.
Like coaxing a child to sleep.
……
The little brother was lying on the bed.
Turn around.
Shen Yan almost stopped breathing and stared at his face as he turned towards him.
In my sleep.
Shen Yan shuddered violently in shock.
"Pei, Pei Heng?"
……
"I'm here." Hearing Shen Yan's vague call, Pei Heng responded in a gentle voice, patting his back again and again, "Go to sleep, I'm here."
Shen Yan opened his eyes half asleep.
For a moment, I couldn't tell the difference between dreams and reality.
He looked at the face in front of him hazily.
It overlaps with the face of the person who was lying on the bed and looking back at him in the dream.
how so.
Shen Yan felt a sour feeling in his heart and nose. He moved forward a little and went straight into Pei Heng's arms.
She grabbed the piece of clothing on Pei Heng's chest and cried.
The sudden crying made Pei Heng stunned for a moment, and then his heart ached.
"What's wrong? What did you dream about?"
Pei Heng hugged him, kissed him on the cheek and ear and asked.
Shen Yan hugged Pei Heng and cried bitterly.
He knew this was not his little brother.
But he really misses his little brother very much.
His younger brother is engaged to someone else.
His younger brother didn't answer his calls.
He couldn't find anyone.
Why don't you want him anymore!
Facing Pei Heng, Shen Yan indulged his selfishness, treating the little substitute as the real owner, and venting his emotions, "I miss you so much."
Pei Heng froze.
He lowered his eyes in astonishment and looked at the person in his arms.
Yes, did you remember it?
Pei Heng's hands were shaking as he held Shen Yan. He moved his lips to ask a question, but he didn't dare to. He could only hear his own heart beating wildly.
After a long while, Pei Heng calmed down his dizzy emotions and said in a hoarse voice, "I've been here all the time."
Shen Yan buried his head in Pei Heng's chest.
I couldn't stop crying.
You are not here.
You're not here at all!
fraud!
You don't want me anymore!
You left me and married someone else!
With emotions surging in his heart, Shen Yan raised his head from Pei Heng's arms, hugged Pei Heng's cheek and kissed him.
He felt depressed, longing, and suffocated.
The kiss was fierce.
Rampage.
Pei Heng was originally lying on his side, but the moment Shen Yan kissed him, he hugged Shen Yan's waist, made him lie flat, and leaned forward to deepen the kiss.
The last time they kissed, Shen Yan was drunk and didn't remember anything.
This time, he knew it clearly.
Pei Heng's breathing could be heard.
He could feel Pei Heng's kisses on his neck, on his chest, and then down, down...
It’s scalding hot.
Pei Heng's lips were hot, and his palms were hot.
Two intense breaths intertwined.
When Pei Heng kissed Shen Yan's lips again, Shen Yan burst into tears and looked at the ceiling, "There has always been someone I like in my heart."
He suddenly spoke.
Even the breath is not stable.
Pei Heng moved a little further away and looked at Shen Yan, his heart cramping in waves.
“When I was a kid, my family treated me very badly.
“He was my neighbor, older than me, and every time I got beaten, whenever I met him, he would take me out to eat and give me two pieces of candy.
"Orange candy."
Shen Yan wanted to talk to Pei Heng about his little brother.
But when I brought up this topic and said a few words, I didn't know what to say.
How can we summarize those countless years in just a few words?
He did not want.
He didn't want to summarize that period of daily companionship, the most important period of his life, in just a few words.
Tears meandering.
Shen Yan paused and said, "I like him very much, but he is married to someone else."
The pain in Pei Heng's heart froze for a moment.
No.
This……
ha?
After adjusting his mood, Pei Heng asked cautiously: "Are you sure?"
Shen Yan nodded.
His eyes fell from the ceiling to Pei Heng.
He raised his hand, touched Pei Heng's cheek with his fingers, and stopped at Pei Heng's beautiful lips.
ask.
"you like me?"
Pei Heng bit Shen Yan's fingertips lightly, "More than just like, I love you."
Shen Yan's heart seemed to be swept by something. It was obviously painful, but when he heard the words "I love you", he felt a little numb.
He sighed.
Looking at Pei Heng with heartache.
"I, you know, I have someone in my heart. I can't forget him, and I don't want to forget him. If I want to be with you, you..." Shen Yan hardened his heart and said clearly, "You can only be regarded as his substitute."
He really enjoyed being kissed by Pei Heng, being touched by Pei Heng, and being...
He also wanted to respond to Pei Heng, the kind of response that even his body's reaction was greater than that in his brain.
But at the same time I will never forget my little brother.
It's just so twisted and rotten.
"Can you accept it?"
Pei Heng: ???
Pei Heng:!!!
Pei Heng: ...
After looking into Shen Yan's eyes for a long time, Pei Heng said, "Will you be nice to me?"
Shen Yan sighed.
It hurts.
Little stand-in, you are really...
Patting the little stand-in's face, Shen Yan assured: "Of course."
Pei Heng immediately smiled, grabbed Shen Yan's fingertips and kissed them.
"Then you have to promise that you will not like anyone else except the person you like in your heart. You can only use me as a substitute and not look for other substitutes."
Shen Yan grabbed the little substitute's collar, pulled him down, and kissed him on the lips.
He said, "I promise."
Fool.
I came from a book.
My little brother is in another world.
In this world, there is only you.
No one will compete with you.
I need a substitute, but not everyone can do it.
A fool like Lu Xingchuan won't work.
Pulled by Shen Yan, the two kissed for a while. Pei Heng couldn't help the desire in his heart and asked: "Can I ask? What's the name of the person you hide in your heart?"
After a pause, Pei Heng explained, "I didn't mean anything else. I was just afraid that I might run into him someday."
Shen Yan confessed everything, and of course he would not be hypocritical and hide these things.
He opened his mouth and said: "..."
ha?
What's my little brother's name?
Shen Yan's brain seemed to have crashed. The name was right on the tip of his tongue, and he was clearly the little brother that was engraved in his bones.
Why can't he remember his little brother's name?
What’s even worse is that he recalled what his little brother looked like.
but……
He couldn't even remember what his little brother looked like.
Since he entered the book, he missed his little brother every day, but what he thought of were usually the little things he spent with his little brother.
He didn't dare to think about his little brother's face.
I’m afraid I can’t bear it.
But now...
He couldn't remember anything?